ok, the reason i haven't posted the last week is that i've been really freaking out. i mean, this is a permanent, no going back kinda thing. i can't see the good on the other side at this point because i keep thinking of the short term discomfort and the changes i'll have to go through. you know all the unpleasant gastro effects: gas, bloating, diarrhea etc. these things should be short term but they are real. i have lived life this way for so long that it's hard thinking about how life other than this will be.
weight 241.6
weight 241.6
-freaked out dominator
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