i'm kinda freaking out...
the inevitability of it all is crashing in on me:
"I will have to change my diet FOREVER"
"I will NEVER be able to finish a Chapps burger again"
"I will ALWAYS have to pay attention to when and what i eat"
"This is the last weekend of freestyle eating EVER"
i wouldn't be doing my job as a blogger if i didn't share these feelings. i know the benefits will outweigh the negatives of lifestyle change but the reality is...my previous lifestyle led me to needing this surgery in the first place!!! i keep telling myself things will be ok but it's still a little overwhelming at times.
i still haven't cleaned out the fridge and pantry. i am slating that to go down tonight (for the third time LOL) i bought a professional grade tripod, mounted my CanonCyberShot to it, and put tape on the wall and floor...why??? for the before and after shots. i will start taking and posting pics every sunday from here on out.
how will i spend the last weekend freestyle eating??? Pappadeauxs on sunday with the fam, today, thai food, saturday (fridge leftovers LOL)
the inevitability of it all is crashing in on me:
"I will have to change my diet FOREVER"
"I will NEVER be able to finish a Chapps burger again"
"I will ALWAYS have to pay attention to when and what i eat"
"This is the last weekend of freestyle eating EVER"
i wouldn't be doing my job as a blogger if i didn't share these feelings. i know the benefits will outweigh the negatives of lifestyle change but the reality is...my previous lifestyle led me to needing this surgery in the first place!!! i keep telling myself things will be ok but it's still a little overwhelming at times.
i still haven't cleaned out the fridge and pantry. i am slating that to go down tonight (for the third time LOL) i bought a professional grade tripod, mounted my CanonCyberShot to it, and put tape on the wall and floor...why??? for the before and after shots. i will start taking and posting pics every sunday from here on out.
how will i spend the last weekend freestyle eating??? Pappadeauxs on sunday with the fam, today, thai food, saturday (fridge leftovers LOL)
-gold medal freestyle eating dominator
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