what's up...

well, just to clear the air a little. my grandmother had a heart attack on friday 3/27 and hasn't regained consiousness. as of today she is still out and not on life support. the doctors expected her to pass on a while ago but for now she's resting peacefully in hospital.

i started to think of what she'd want me to be doing with my life and she'd want me to get back to being me again. the only place other than work i have gone to has been mad duck and that is usually around lunch time so i can get away from the office for an hour.

the swag is coming back though. i am laughing more and unconsiously planning my day around workouts. i plan on going to the gym for lunch at least 3 days a week. we'll see how that goes. my new mantra has been "not if i don't feel like it". keep this one thing in mind: NOONE ever told me to ride my bike, learn how to swim, buy running shoes, eat the right foods or do up to three workouts a day!!! NOONE!!! i did it because i wanted to. or should i say... I HAD TO!!! that is just the way i'm put together. the fat slob that can't ride more than 3 days a week that i am now is NOT ME!!! the wise cracken cocky sometimes unintentional a55hole that dated 20 different girls in 20 weeks... (can't believe i did that) that's ME!!! the guy that got his dominator nickname by making the then best rider i knew get off of his bike and lay on the asphalt that's me. so yeah my mantra is not if i feel like it because i KNOW i will and if i don't that means i need to try and fix what's stopping me.

believe it or not i haven't touched an cadbury egg since i last said i was back last month. i will get my last four in this Easter sunday.

i haven't been to work since my grandmother went into the hospital. but i will start again this thursday. there are more things i will share in due time but i figured this is a start to getting back blogging again. take care all.

-dominator


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