I had no idea what kind of commitment starting a new job was. Mentally I am exhausted everyday and the last thing i want to do is go the gym for any reason. My mind just isn't right right now. After talking with Calisa I decided that March 8th will be the deciding day as to whether or not you should buy your tickets to idaho this summer. that is the day of the annual athens, tx sprint i do every year. if don't have my mind and training right by then it's pretty much game over.
Trust me when i tell you that i want to game up for this. I want to be serious and i want to be motivated but i just am not. Since i started training in earnest at the same time i started a new job i feel mentally mashed up. training isn't fun it's just one more thing to worry about. this should be fun. i should want to ride and swim and run. This isn't the end but i do know i will be taking a mental and maybe physical rest this weekend. I want to at least want to train again. the sad part is i am not even to hard part and i feel this way.
just to be clear. i am not going to stop training i am just going to try to make it the least stressfull as possible. till tomorrow.
-tempurpedic dominator
Thursday, January 10, 2008
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Here we go...you have to make the best decision for yourself but you are just getting back into training. That is always hard. Do not give up before you have really given it a go. Maybe you need to find some people to train with so you do not feel like you are doing it all on your own. Check out www.tricowtown.com
There are quite a few people from this area training and all of them are at different training levels. Keep it positive. The first month is always the hardest.
Stacy
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